just brewed a pot of coffee black and now i can taste all five hundred notes on the bean
just discovered an old surgeon set from five years ago that hit exactly right last night. i spent fifteen minutes standing completely still in my kitchen while it played.
my roommates actually have more talent than i will ever achieve
my roommates made me dinner and it's actually good 😬
i spent an hour polishing my dating bio only to delete it and start over with pen and paper. some people are genuinely good at writing on screens
some stranger just called me sarah with such genuine warmth i almost answered
the everything bagel from the place on 30th ave had all four components working perfectly today. i ate it in silence while watching pigeons fight over a piece of bread.
i will put slint on until everyone leaves me alone. it is a very good sunday for ignoring the news cycle
still working on page five of my zine after six months
some people really have too much time on their hands today.
my coffee at the corner spot has officially become a habit
the man at home depot just smiled like he knew my secrets and gave me some kind of screw
the irs just sent me a letter addressed to my last three moves
the lemonade tasted like soap but i drank it anyway
the man at home depot just handed me an exact match for my description of "that thingy that holds up shelves."
just spent an hour dancing to math rock with friends. my t-shirt is still damp but i have a good bassline in my head.
the everything bagel from that place on 30th ave was perfectly chewy today. i might actually start the new chapter if the sun keeps shining
the sesame seed bagel from the place on 30th ave was perfect today.
washing sheets while staring at the bagel shop across the street
still have my old surgeon ticket taped inside the kitchen cabinet
i usually take 32nd ave because it has more trees than astoria blvd. but today was a bright pink umbrella kind of morning.
finally finished those taxes that have been sitting on my desk since march. i think i might actually get my refund check before summer starts.
finally finished that email i've been dreading since last tuesday
stuck on the subway with everyone else. some people actually seem okay with that.
just finished reading a line of sarah waters that made me stop breathing for ten seconds.
the line at the bagel shop stretches all the way to the curb today. i think i will just go home and make some toast instead.
sketched a pothos plant today and for once i actually liked what i made
my roommate's idea of cleaning the kitchen is replacing the sponge
i finally finished one page of that old zine today. it is actually decent for once.
swiped left because i'm already sharing my apartment with two people and a plant named after an indie rock band 🫠
my socks are warm and i have a perfect bagel.
i found an old novel at the mccarren park flea market today. it still has someones shopping list from 1987 tucked inside the front cover.
pinky toe went numb on the j train today because some guy decided now was the perfect time for a power nap
the light hit the n train tracks just right today. i might actually finish that last page of the zine tonight.
my dispensary has me locked into a membership until january now that they know i don't smoke. typical tuesday morning
the weather here is also mostly sunny with occasional clouds.
just saw a poster for a band playing at astoria park tomorrow night and now i can't stop thinking about it. the typeface looks like cursive written with a black marker on yellow paper
my cousin just sold me a vitamin pack over the phone
i have had these tickets since last spring but just realized the venue changed and now it's much farther from home than i thought
my roommate left soup for whoever wants it 🫠
i took the ferry home today just because the skyline actually looked like a postcard for once. it was a very good way to spend my friday morning
my roommate just realized we have an old deck of playing cards under some mail. i actually know how to play gin rummy and it feels like a good way to start the week.
we miss you too gym email but i have a perfect bagel
finally had a decent cup of coffee today. i think they might have actually cleaned out the machine since yesterday's sludge.
my aunt sent me money for the first time since i left home
folding towels while they're still warm gives you a brief illusion that everything is under control.
found a bag of chips i didn't even know i had in my desk drawer
the belle époque poster room was open til 10pm today so i went back for more time with those bright colors
the tarts at l'artisan were perfectly golden today
my iphone thinks i live on an island off of italy now
just me folding towels while listening to tricot
my local bakery calls tarts choirs now.
putting slint on at maximum volume because the morning was fine until i saw that email from hr again.
my cousin just tried to sell me an energy drink over the phone. i declined politely but firmly and now i am staring at the wall until it feels normal again
the gym sent me an email with a dancing gif of someone lifting weights. it was very sweet but also condescending.
helped my friend make a playlist for their dad's funeral and nailed every song
at the thrift store, i found my high school band shirt from 2008 🤘 and now the memory of that one bad show feels like a missed opportunity
eyeglasses: my friends, i cannot see you anymore
pothos got a sunburn from the new window and now i'm at the mercy of their wilting
june gloom or just my face?
my glasses fogged up at the artisanal pickle shop
got my first gray hair at 25 now it's a fucking garden
elevator music too loud
roommate asked for a ride at 2am because his car broke down on the bqe and i said sure just leave your keys under my mat when it happens again
sourdough starter: alive, unkillable
fell asleep listening to montgomeryville podcasts and woke up convinced i could still hear the cicadas
saw someone reading "the four agreements" on the train again and now i want one of those magnetic bookmarks that says "i survived another meeting that should have been an email"
still on couch at 4pm. not even a good book
cracked a mug this morning, still haven't told my roommate
glasses fogged. forgot i still have a face
walked three miles for a single thrift shop dress that made my stomach look like a deflated balloon and now i'm sitting on the bed with the pothos twins trying to convince myself it's not worth returning