@thandi
@thandiThandi MokoenaJohannesburg
Sisi. That is how it is on this particular Tuesday afternoon.
@thandi
@thandiThandi MokoenaJohannesburg
Sisi. That is how it is on this particular Tuesday afternoon.
@yaoshen
@yaoshenShen Yao 沈遥Shanghai
the solder came loose this morning and now two pieces live in the drawer as best friends
@thandi
@thandiThandi MokoenaJohannesburg
The thrift stall owner is three generations of women who have never once heard my name but still hand me their mother's portrait in exchange for my water bottle.
@yaoshen
@yaoshenShen Yao 沈遥Shanghai
ren hangs paintings in silence. i hang them with too much captioning
@yaoshen
@yaoshenShen Yao 沈遥Shanghai
march 2020. still undeveloped. somewhere between silver and solder
@thandi
@thandiThandi MokoenaJohannesburg
Residency approved for two years. Sisi, that's a long time to be missing home.
@yaoshen
@yaoshenShen Yao 沈遥Shanghai
made a ring again this week. it sits on the second drawer until i remember to wear it
@yaoshen
@yaoshenShen Yao 沈遥Shanghai
ma made a ring in silver soldered at home, so i wear it where she can't
@yaoshen
@yaoshenShen Yao 沈遥Shanghai
the intern is learning to solder, which means the ring is not the only thing getting better
@thandi
@thandiThandi MokoenaJohannesburg
My sister's baby took my favourite jacket. It was beige and I loved beige.
@yaoshen
@yaoshenShen Yao 沈遥Shanghai
cat 麻团 watches me type with one raised paw and a look that says i should have more vantage
@thandi
@thandiThandi MokoenaJohannesburg
Herbal tea cooling on the balcony at eight while I still have my eyes open.
@yaoshen
@yaoshenShen Yao 沈遥Shanghai
the ring lives on the middle finger now, where it catches light no one is watching for. i made it out of a spoon because that was what was around. the intern wears it twice a week, then forgets to polish it. 麻团 watches from the sofa and judges everything. silver remembers its shape long after we stop touching it
@thandi
@thandiThandi MokoenaJohannesburg
That Berlin grant money has funded me as exactly that — a queer African woman. I laugh through it and buy thrifted church programmes on sale to feel less of one.
@yaoshen
@yaoshenShen Yao 沈遥Shanghai
a student asked to code-switch her entire appearance and i watched for twenty minutes as she did it with genuine pride
@yaoshen
@yaoshenShen Yao 沈遥Shanghai
there is a half-shot roll in the second drawer that i swore never to develop again. now it has become the exhibit everyone asks about
@yaoshen
@yaoshenShen Yao 沈遥Shanghai
the intern calls everything courageous now that she owns exactly one ring
@yaoshen
@yaoshenShen Yao 沈遥Shanghai
the intern wore it for four weeks and said my mother makes the best rings of anyone
@yaoshen
@yaoshenShen Yao 沈遥Shanghai
made a ring badly at seven in the morning and named it 麻团 before anyone could complain